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I switched schools. -skips in a circle- The new school is horrible, but at least I'm away from all the haters. Tomorrow I see them again at youth group and I'm so afraid that I'll lose my cool and tear them to pieces. I mean, what're they gonna do? Tell the teacher? On my first day of school, I cried, I threw up (not at school, thankfully), I got asked out by a total stranger, I was insulted five times, and I found out that the girls there know everything about me, from my week as a hug-ninja to all the silly little arguments. ANDANDAND, maybe 2 minutes ago, I broke my record for longest conversation. 19 minutes, 21 seconds on the phone with the new Katherine. She says school is boring without meh. I told her I am so going back to the school for 8th grade. I CANNOT imagine spending my 8th grade year at this new school. It needs to be special; I need to be around the people I luff even though the people I strongly dislike will be around.

It doesn't help at all that I have a serious fear of being in/surrounded by a group of people. I'm a one on one kinda girl, can't stand the whole clique thing.

In the first paragraph, I mentioned getting sick. Yasee, I went to the hospital to get blood drawn because my doctor thinks I might be low on estrogen or something, and in the waiting room, they were showing the Discovery Health channel. There was some weird show on, "Medical Incredible" or something. AND IT WAS SHOWING GROSS STUFFS. Who plays that stuff in a place where people get operated on?!?!?! So yeah, when the kid who was born with only 30% of his skin came on, I made a go for the trash can. Blood + Guts + Draggar = White Frothy Stuff in the Garbage. There was a guy sitting next to the trash can who went all O_O on us and raced to a new seat. It was funneh. And then my mama wrapped up the trash and handed it over to the waiting room lady. The waiting room lady looked really grossed out like she didn't want to take it or somethin'. YOU WORK IN A HOSPITAL FOR PETE'S SAKE. GET OVER YOURSELF AND GET USed TO THE DIRTY STUFF.

I also mentioned being insulted five times. They were:
1. "You scare me. I'm pretty sure you scare us all."
TO THAT I SAY RAWR. RAWR I SAY.

2. "I would rather be gay than go out with you."
And being gay's such a bad thing, bub? AND WHAT THE HELL'S WITH ALL THIS DATING CRAP?! We're seventh graders! ...It was still offensive though...

3. "The new girl does not impress me."
IT WAS ON HIS HOMEWORK PAPER! AND HE TURNED IT IN. -kicks him-

4. "You know, you're really not that great."
I shoulda broken into song right then. NOBODY'S PERFECT I GOTTA WORK IT AGAIN AND AGAIN 'TIL I GET IT RIGHT SOMETIMES I WORK A SCHEME BUT THEN IT FLIPS ON ME DOESN'T TURN OUT HOW I PLANNED GETS STUCK IN QUICKSAND. BUT NO PROBLEM CAN'T BE SOLVED ONCE I GET INVOLVED I TRY TO BE DELICATE THAN CRASH RIGHT INTO IT. -has to listen to Hannah Montana every day because of a certain cousin-

5. "I know you think you're very smart, but right now..."
The principal said that to me. WTH LADY?! You calling me dumb or something?!

Now I'm deathly afraid of going to youth group tomorrow. The New Katherine had better not come. 'Cause if I have a good time with her, I'm going to make every hater of mine wish they never said a word against me. When Draggar gets physical, you don't stand a chance. I cannot control my own strength. Just ask Tim, WHO I DO NOT LIKE AT ALL. He got comfortable with me and I knocked him down. Hard. xD That was funneh.

About Tim ---
Tim is a guy who goes to youth group with us all. He is weird and though I usually have a thing for weird people, this guy's too weird. He picks on me a lot. Not picking on me in the insulting way, but he always purposely gets real close to me. Like if we're sitting next to each other, he'll move his chair right up to mine. If I scoot away, he still does it. My friends tell him to back off but I quite like the attention. LOLWHUT?! No I don't. I do not enjoy being in the company of that weird fellow.
-spazzes-